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There was a time, when he was very little, when he used to stand in his aloneness, and the tears would be drifting off his eyelids, and he would be standing there for hours. His tears would never accept to gush out of his eyes, where he could chuckle, and eventually end up coughing - for a cough is a clear voice ordering them back into their hiding, so they just drizzled out of him, smoothly. But when he stopped thinking, and trying to know, things changed. Pete is on his iceberg, it's drifting. With him he has two things: a pair of green flippers three sizes bigger than his feet, and himself. He is standing very close to his flippers. Sometimes he picks them up and holds them, firmly, and at other times not so tight. It all depends on his little wings and how they feel, whether they feel a gap between themselves and his body, or not. It's the feeling of this gap, a vague feeling. Pete only feels it between his wings, but you might feel it in his eyes if you were looking at him. You won't read much from his expression, but if you look more than passingly you might fall in the gap yourself. The vagueness is that you won't know whether the abyss is truly bottomless, and if not, how deep will you fall? There's another vagueness: if there is a gap then could it be filled, and how much will it take to fill an abyss? Pete doesn't think anymore, and he doesn't try to know, he just holds the flippers, |
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