JJJJJJJJJJJanet has a a a a a sttttttttttuter, Janet has a stutter when things a a a a a are not going too wwwwwwwwell for her. FFFFFFFace against the wall, lllllips swollen, not pollen, ssssswollen. Face against the wall, against the wall. Mashed faced against the wall. Not not mashed. David's hand no longer pushing her face against the wall but she has learnt that not just because not just his his hhhhhand is not on her back of her of her head pushing against the wall doesn't mean she can take her face cold harshness the walls of the of bitter dry wall cold cold wall not feel she feel wall against cheek feel cold against cheek for that that one minute the wall cold the cheek she ffffffffeels for the millionth time what she doesn't want to feel to feel is to feel what she ddddddoesn't want to fffffff....... she can see her face against the wall, body waiting for David to get it over with. He'll hit her a few more times, and a few more, punch here punch there punch every where, so brilliant if this was Tom & Jerry, but this, this, this, this is Janet & David, and then one more time, maybe like Mike Tyson maybe no knockout, but, in a few hours David will be sorry, real sorry, for the next few days he'll pppppppppromise again. JJJJJshe doesn't believe anymore. She can see her body from above now, just like those funny angles in the movies, bbbbbutthisisnofunnymovie, this Janet this DDDDDDD knock out . . . ... . . . . . ... . . . Me my me my me my me my me my my friend Stanley me my me my me my friend Stanley, live in Branley, Stork St., stanley, no, Stanley, small but my friend, now day, one day, Stanley will David the hell out of David out of here me and and mmmmmmm.... . . David again, not David again, not David again, the cheeks the ttttcheeks again, not agggggg tasting the walls for that tiny tiny moment when you're there but not really there who wants to be therethen my friend Stanley, so clean, so clean, one day I'll invite my friend Stanley and he'll he'll he'll I have all the time in the world to think of Stanley and then, oh damn, reality again, here we gohit me hhhhere hit mmmme there Old McDonlds had a farm he ha hou ha he ha and then Stanley had an arm hou ha he ha and on hismmmmmmmm here we go